What does that mean?

WOW – I already told you that my head is moving a million miles a minute. And it’s getting better and better daily.

I am about to embark on another adventure!

We are going to start putting SEMINARS together! Yes!!! The Naturopathic Doctor and I are working on things to start putting seminars together to go across the country to get the word out about hCG and Allergy Reversal since they go hand in hand.

This weekend I will be busy with a convention so you wont see much of me, but I will be back on Monday in full force and probably LOTS to talk about since Terrie and I will be finalizing plans for me to go to Houston on the first weekend of April.

Yeah, you read that right, I am going to Houston!!!

There is lots to be said about clear thinking.  This is something that has been missing from my life for quite a while.

If you look back to my first four rounds of hCG, you will see that I was very focused, and then something happened where I kinda went bonkers. Hmmmm, what is the relation?

Whatever it is, it doesn’t merit spending too much time on.  Whatever it is, it’s been fixed, and for the first time, in what seems like YEARS (yeah, like since before my daughter was born in 10/99) I am thinking with a clear head.

So much so that I am actually “THIS CLOSE” to releasing an “eBook” that has to do with something that I hold near and dear to my heart:  Maintaining the losses that have been accomplished through the use of the hCG Protocol.  To me, maintaining the losses are the most perplexing part of the Protocol.   Over the 1.5 years PLUS that I have been on the hCG Protocol, I have, with the help of others devised quick fixes to catch any ‘gains’ that might happen and focus in on keeping them at bay so that we don’t have the YO YO Diet Effect that some of us have become accustomed to over the years.

I am longing to be back on Protocol.  But I value my health so much more, and if my ND says no, then really, I have to trust her and move on.

Today, I gained 1.2 – but I am pretty sure it was due to the fact that I was up late finishing up a goal I was working on and decided that a little snack of leftover steak wouldn’t bother me.  Yeah, I know better.  Too much protein produces a GAIN, but I did it anyway.  All in all tho, I have lost 9.2 lbs since the day I left to go to Baton Rouge to visit my ND.  So this is a good thing.

Keep watching, it’s getting exciting!

Margaret Thatcher once said “”You may have to fight a battle more than once to win it.”

This weight loss thing is a battle. One I am currently fighting with every essense of my being. I really thought that by now, almost 20 months after I had first heard about HCG that I would have been to goal, and been enjoying life as a “thin” person.

But the battle was only beginning – I have had some ups and downs with the protocol, but something I have finally come to realize is that I have not won it yet, and what is even more real than that is that I may have to fight many MORE battles before I can declare a win.

It seems over the last year I have spun in circles, not really understanding WHY but just chalking it up to unwise choices. It took this last failed attempt at a round on HCG to finally put a finger on what was happening and for me to get very proactive in finding a solution.

I am currently in Baton Rouge, Louisiana waiting to see a ND so that we can work on what I hope will be a solution to the ring around the rosey game I have been playing for 12 months.

As much as I hate to admit this, I am in Menopause, this much is real. Sure TOM decides to show up while I am making a ROAD TRIP, but he hadn’t reared his ugly head since December 5th of 2008, so that should have been my first clue that something was amis.

Because of some very special people out there, I have come to understand some things about this “change of life” I am going through. For some, the change comes and goes like a quiet whisper. For others, they go thru some physical challenges (night sweats, hot flashes). For still others, and it seems I fall into this particular category, the change creates chaos of unfathomable proportions which include emotional outbursts, sleep deprivation, mood swings, irrational thinking, difficulty in concentrating, memory lapses, and there are others as I am just naming the ones that I am experiencing.

One other challenge with going thru the change is the inevitable “weight gain” – interesting what Dr Simeons says in this short little paragraph:

Pregnancy or the menopause may annul the effect of a previous treatment.

Funny, this seems to be the category I am falling in. Since I started protocol, I have never had as tough a time as I am having now trying to maintain weight. No matter WHAT I do, I continue to gain. And do you know where I am gaining? Abdomanil area, which is directly related to hormone changes. So. There it is.

Just the tip of the iceberg that I call my life at the moment.

I am here in Baton Rouge to take the first step to feeling better. Because I can’t go on feeling this way. No one should have to go thru this.

Stay tuned, more is yet to come.